our girl as friso ambassador

I cannot believe it!
It was just a casual thought to put my girl photo with a meaningful message as the photo of my girl when she is 6 months old was really cute!

With the photo, she was actually chosen as one of the Friso ambassador!
We got 1 year and 4 months supply of Friso milk.
1 free night stay in conrad hotel, my girl totally enjoy it cos its such a huge room and i had to chase her around the room -.-
1 free buffet dinner at oscar.
and a fun day as the ambassador event at marina square!

A pure intention to showcase her cute face and what we think as parents, and such blessing to be chosen.
Hopefully more luck will surround her, she had a tough beginning as a child for going infant care and falling sick often.
God please bless us, and thank you for all the love.

En Yu - our sweetie

It's almost 1 year since our last update.....been a tiring year since our girl born 6 Dec 2009. Last major activity with her was her 1 year old birthday party. It was held in Jurong Safra Club with BBQ service. Looks like we need to constantly update this blog to keep the precious moments with her.

would i have a 2nd one

9 mths of tiredness, 16hrs of labour, 30 days of confinement, 90days or more of sleep deprive, lifetime of worrying for her.. Would i have a 2nd child, i'm so not sure.

The day of delivery my darling girl

We had not have time to blog about my girl birth as we are so busy, but heres what is recorded in our book.

0900 - Waiting for Gynae, Dr Joycelyn Wong to insert induce medication, but wait and wait with my cervix being monitored.
0945 - Dr Joycelyn say I am already having contraction, dilated 3cm, as me to go home and come back to prepare for delivery...
1000 - Went home to shower, try to pass motion, pack our bags, Terence pack his laptop haha.
1045 - Still went to take breakfast haha, Terence thinks he has the whole day, kpo hawker at work and eat his carrot cake slowly.
1130 - Went home again to take our record book, post letters, just take our own sweet time.
1230 - Admission, empty bowel with medicine inserted into my ass... oh man.
1500 - Contraction started. A woman opposite me is screaming in pain, oh man.. haha.
1545 - Dr Joycelyn said dilation only 4cm, need to induce in the end... she say hopefully can deliver at midnight.
1830 - Dilation 4.5cm, damn slow, and I requested for Epidural, the contraction is so strong, come and go, like super cramps.
1845 - Epidural done by lousy anesthetist, i should find out his name next time. Terence noted on book - scream very loud...
2030 - 5cm dilated
2236 - 9cm dilated, and Terence was so happy, thinking delivery will be soon...
2300 - Terence fell asleep and nothing is recorded haha, I was too exhausted, the epidural make me lose all sensation from waist down, I could not even lift my feet.

Midnight came and Dr Joycelyn check on me again, oh dear it is so slow, and I told her i felt nothing at all. She seems shocked that I am not feeling any contraction. So she reduce the epidural from 10 to 3 (stupid anesthetist think I low tolerance of pain just because he did a bad job, jabbing me during contraction, of cos i scream lah). I think the strong anesthetic make me feel nothing thus slow down the contraction. Imagine I only need bar 3, I actually can quite tolerate the contraction.

About 1am to 3am, I was ask to push and push at intervals, I think the midwife worried I will lose all energy and had to let me rest in between.

Near to 3:30am, Dr Joycelyn was talking softly to midwife, apparently baby head turn upwards due to stress, so I am going to have a difficult time pushing. She say she may use assisted deliver - suction or forceps to help me if need to, she say I am actually pushing very well and correctly, just that the head facing upwards make it so difficult.

3:46am, I push and I push and when I almost wanna give up, my girl was pushed out with all my might. Of cause, the Gynae had no mercy to my vagina, the baby is their concerns, I can understand, too long in the womb without amniotic fluid is dangerous. No suction no forceps used. I am really stronger than I thought. Baby poo in womb and need to suck out the shit from her stomach to prevent infection, so poor thing.

1st word to my baby "I'm Sorry." Sorry to stress you inside, sorry to not relax myself during pregnancy, sorry for the long wait, I hope you find the wait to come to this world and become our daughter is worth it, just how daddy and mommy feel the 9months of wait is so worth it. All my pain, heart burn, tiredness, money spend are all worth it, because you are priceless.

This is love, we love you.

The final notice for delivery

3rd December 2009,

I foresee today is the last check up as I am feeling quite tired.
Sure enough my amniotic fluid is drying up and was told to come back on 05 Dec to induce.
Oh man, I am panicking, Terence cannot believe its happen!
I am going to eat whatever I feel like because confinement and breastfeeding will probably hinder me from eating certain food.

Counting down.

37 & 38 Weeks

37 weeks on 23 Nov 2009
38 weeks on 30 Nov 2009

Basically these 2 scans has not been post on blog till later date, reason is we are to busy the last month to delivery.
Buying whatever we need (or don't need), shopping for the sake of shopping, sleep as much as we can.
And my heart burn get worst too.
The scan from every 2 weeks became every week is because Dr Joycelyn is checking whether I have enough Amniotic Fluid to last till week 40. Opps, not much left.

Baby baby daddy mommy is so excited during the last few weeks, feeling her kicks punches every night.

This is love.

36 weeks and group B strep test

On 16 nov, I went for my baby 36weeks old check up. Even though my darling daughter head been down since 32 weeks, she still haven't engage... My gynae Dr jocelyn wong say by right she should engage at 36 weeks, so to deliver by 39 to 40 weeks. Now hopefully she will engage by 37 or 38 weeks lah.

Today, I got a call from clinic, and they told me I got Group B strep infection. I was shocked, partly am still not fully awake. Search the internet for more info and got more scared. Its dangerous for baby if I'm not being treated.

I can take all the pain on myself, be it morning sickness, migrain, heartburn, piles, backache or whatever... But what this GBS, which will affect the baby.

I told my baby sorry today, that I have GBS, I do not know how I got it and do not wish to get it, and hope she is not harm, i pray to god that my baby girl will be safe and healthy, whatever that is no good, just let me have it.

34 weeks

My darling daughter is 34 weeks already, at a good weight of 2.2kg. Hubby and I are always so happy to just see the ultrascan of her, I hope she know inside how much we love her.

Its raining heavily today and after the check up, we just rush home without planning anything like shopping for baby things which we often do after every check up...zzz sleep is what we did haha.

Misc Baby stuff

As usual, after doctor appointment, we will go for baby shopping. We managed to visit a baby clothes shop near Guan Yin temple. The material is not that wonderful maybe the fact that it is cheap. 6 pieces of newborn clothes cost us $11. It stated 100% cotton...hmm..not sure how true it is.... cheap thing dont come good, good thing dont come cheap.

After that, we drove to Marina Square to visit Mothercare. We bought a fitted sheet and newborn clothing again. My MIL suggested us to get a baby bathtub for our gal as our current one is ugly -.- and Ivy wanted to get a floating ducky water thermometer for her too :)

Lastly, we got some free diaper from Mothercare.

These are some other items we got it from Kiddy Palace.

32 weeks - baby's ready, mommy's not.

The night before, Terence and I keep talking to our daughter (imagine 2 adults talking to the tummy), telling her we will be seeing her tomorrow, so do not cover her face with her hands like one of the scan last time.

And very cooperative, she puts her hand on the side as usual, but facing the left. Her head is down now, waiting to engage into the pelvic. Once she is engage, she is ready to come out and see the world. Weight is 1.814kg, legs high up near my ribs kicking me.

But as my title says... she is ready and I am not, I am still so scare.. hahaha.